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I have trusted you so many times.
I always knew you are capable of something better.

Its too late now. I will never forgive you.
I will never trust you again.
I have lost all hope in you.
Noob !

who can I turn to

It had been a long time since i put some serious thoughts here. As you can see, most if not all of the January posts are short and vague.

I have started watching Heroes and is currently at season 4. It is a great show and some parts have philosophies behind the story if you really think about it.

Why am i living like i am a dying person ? As in, why do i care less about myself and start making differences in other people's life.

Is it escaping from reality ? Perhaps it is time for acceptance.

一步错, 步步错 ?

One day a peacock met a crane and said, "So sorry for you. You have so dull feathers. Look at the fine colors of my feathers."

"Well!" replied the crane, "your look are brighter then mine. but whereas I can fly high up into the sky, all you can do is to strut about on the ground."

Who or what created the Earth?

for thousands of years, this question has been studied but have never gotten a reasonable answer.

for the next thousands of years, it may still be the same.

Scientifically, we do know how the earth was formed.

Billions of years ago, the Sun was surrounded by a cloud of dust and gas; a by-product of star formation.

Over time the gravitational forces of the sun brought it into a ring like shape, and it began to spin as it orbited the star. Small dust particles stuck together and collected, forming small rocks. Those rocks then began to stick together, until they formed small meteors and asteroids.

Once again, these meteors and asteroids began to collide until eventually they formed a minor planet, which was bombarded with the remaining contents of the debris belt until the Earth formed and moved into a stable orbit.

This is also how the other planets were formed, with the Jovian planets collecting more gas than rock.

Eventually, the Earth cooled down, and the impact of comets brought both water and some of the necessary ingredients for abiogenesis.

This formed the first life forms, who evolved over time into plants and animals.